New Start today

I went last night and went to Obesity Help and found some really motivating people. Started this morning out with a piece of cake. Not the best idea but I made it yesterday because I want to learn to decorate cakes and it was setting on the stove when I was making the babies breakfast. It was really moist and delicious and it was a small piece. Then I got my act together and had a protein shake with strawberries, a sm pce of banana and some all bran buds to try and help the constipation caused by the protein. I wanted to walk to Value Village today with the baby but he doesn't like wind and it's windy out. So plan B is wait till daddy is putting him to bed and then take my older son out for some fresh air. I'm not sure what lunch is going to be I'm going to look thru my protein recipes and see if I have any items to make something. I used the rest of my protein powder for breakfast.

Things I've done to lose it.

I've done most things to lose the weight but keeping it off is the issue. I've had the most success with Gastric Bypass Oct 07. I lost 100lbs getting to 190 my lowest weight since I was about 12. I kept it off for about 2 yrs but I was so dissapointed with never making it to my goal of 150 I gave up. I never saw that I looked pretty good at 190. I still saw myself at 300 when I looked in the mirror. Even thou I was down to size 14 in my jeans I still saw the same body from when I was wearing a size 28. It wasn't until I got back to 280 when I was pregnant and was looking threw some pics I saw that I looked decent and wished that I could be back there again. I would so do it differently this time.

 I've never had success with weight watchers. Everytime I have joined I ended up gaining weight and giving up before getting any results. Atkins has worked but I haven't been able to maintain eating that way for long periods of time. Herbal Magic I didn't have any success with and on and on. What to do next???????